Saturday, December 15, 2007

No life after death communication for weeks

I have had no life after death communication for weeks, and it has left me feeling such grief. For the first time since Geoff died I have had to come to grips with the fact that I may have lost him for good.

We all handle death in many varied ways, and there is no defined pattern to how we react for each death. With my Grandmother, I went into an emotional nothingness. I did not cry, laugh or feel any emotion for about three months. My family noticed and just let me be, they were going through there own loss, then one day we all sat down and talked about Gran and it was back to normal.

With Geoff it has been normal,over the last nine months, to break in to uncontrollable tears, I let it all happen as it comes and afterward I feel a lot better. I would get to know when he was there to comfort me and I would calm down and we would talk.

For the past weeks there has been no communication, no feeling of his presence and I have not been back to Rosie to confirm one way or the other as to where he is or how he is doing. I have had to deal with a different grief, depression, and it has not been easy. I have not been able to transcribe all the information I have received from Geoff, because of my own grief and there is so much important information from this life after death communications.

As I get a grip on my own life I will tell you the whole story as Geoff told me. I believe it is that important for people to know as much as they can about the truth of Life after Death and the fact that at least for a while your loved ones are able to communicate if you are aware.

For those of you who read this blog, I hope you get some comfort from my story. There is so much to life beyond what we as humans are told and I know from my heart it is so true that there is life after death communication and that each of us have the ability to hear or feel that truth.