I have had no life after death communication for weeks, and it has left me feeling such grief. For the first time since Geoff died I have had to come to grips with the fact that I may have lost him for good.
We all handle death in many varied ways, and there is no defined pattern to how we react for each death. With my Grandmother, I went into an emotional nothingness. I did not cry, laugh or feel any emotion for about three months. My family noticed and just let me be, they were going through there own loss, then one day we all sat down and talked about Gran and it was back to normal.
With Geoff it has been normal,over the last nine months, to break in to uncontrollable tears, I let it all happen as it comes and afterward I feel a lot better. I would get to know when he was there to comfort me and I would calm down and we would talk.
For the past weeks there has been no communication, no feeling of his presence and I have not been back to Rosie to confirm one way or the other as to where he is or how he is doing. I have had to deal with a different grief, depression, and it has not been easy. I have not been able to transcribe all the information I have received from Geoff, because of my own grief and there is so much important information from this life after death communications.
As I get a grip on my own life I will tell you the whole story as Geoff told me. I believe it is that important for people to know as much as they can about the truth of Life after Death and the fact that at least for a while your loved ones are able to communicate if you are aware.
For those of you who read this blog, I hope you get some comfort from my story. There is so much to life beyond what we as humans are told and I know from my heart it is so true that there is life after death communication and that each of us have the ability to hear or feel that truth.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
New life after death communication left me with questions
After my last life after death communication with Geoff, I was left with many questions. There was a lot of information that was passed on, and I will share some of that later, but one nagging question that I had was:
What was the nickname that Geoff was known by? He had always said to me, "I am just Geoff", but when the Rosie, my psychic, said to me they call him by his nickname, I didn't think to ask. I thought it would have to be a work related thing, after all two of his workmates have died and they all worked closely together.
After weeks of asking, I got an urge to ring work. In six months only one person from Geoff's old crew remained, his young apprentice Brent. Brent told me the name, and next time I see Rosie, this will be my confirmation that she is talking to Geoff.
Brent also told me of the things that had been going on at work early in the morning when he first started work. From six o'clock until the rest of the staff arrive about eight, he felt like someone was in the factory with him. He said it was a feeling that followed him around as he got his work done. Brent really misses Geoff and some times, he told me, he feels like Geoff is still working at the fish filleting table with him, he feels Geoff giving him instructions as he works at the table, only to look up and he is not there.
I told him of some of my life after death communications and told him to simply say hi! We came to the conclusion that there was a more than fair chance if it was anyone in the factory it was Geoff. He was so relieved to hear what I had to say "That makes me feel so much better".
Geoff loved his work, he was a very talented filleter and knew all his fish. Even the local CSIRO would come and get him to cut their samples of fish for their research and books. He was well respected throughout the Tasmanian fish industry. It makes sense that when he is not around me he would spend time in the factory. Except for coming home and spending time with me, his life was at work. Every night he would pull out his books and study another fish he may had come into the factory that day.
I am glad I am not the only one who can pick up the life after death communications from Geoff. Young Brent knows enough now, that hopefully he can feel what Geoff is trying to teach him and learn all the skills he needs to become a great fillet too.
There is a reason I picked up that phone, you should always go with your instinct, you never know when it may help someone else as well as yourself. Recovery after a Death comes in many forms and those who watch over us see the whole picture.
What was the nickname that Geoff was known by? He had always said to me, "I am just Geoff", but when the Rosie, my psychic, said to me they call him by his nickname, I didn't think to ask. I thought it would have to be a work related thing, after all two of his workmates have died and they all worked closely together.
After weeks of asking, I got an urge to ring work. In six months only one person from Geoff's old crew remained, his young apprentice Brent. Brent told me the name, and next time I see Rosie, this will be my confirmation that she is talking to Geoff.
Brent also told me of the things that had been going on at work early in the morning when he first started work. From six o'clock until the rest of the staff arrive about eight, he felt like someone was in the factory with him. He said it was a feeling that followed him around as he got his work done. Brent really misses Geoff and some times, he told me, he feels like Geoff is still working at the fish filleting table with him, he feels Geoff giving him instructions as he works at the table, only to look up and he is not there.
I told him of some of my life after death communications and told him to simply say hi! We came to the conclusion that there was a more than fair chance if it was anyone in the factory it was Geoff. He was so relieved to hear what I had to say "That makes me feel so much better".
Geoff loved his work, he was a very talented filleter and knew all his fish. Even the local CSIRO would come and get him to cut their samples of fish for their research and books. He was well respected throughout the Tasmanian fish industry. It makes sense that when he is not around me he would spend time in the factory. Except for coming home and spending time with me, his life was at work. Every night he would pull out his books and study another fish he may had come into the factory that day.
I am glad I am not the only one who can pick up the life after death communications from Geoff. Young Brent knows enough now, that hopefully he can feel what Geoff is trying to teach him and learn all the skills he needs to become a great fillet too.
There is a reason I picked up that phone, you should always go with your instinct, you never know when it may help someone else as well as yourself. Recovery after a Death comes in many forms and those who watch over us see the whole picture.
Saturday, September 8, 2007
The Feel of Life After Death communication
What do I mean by The Feel of Life After Death communication? I don't know what to call this presence that we are after we die. Here on Earth we are people, I have yet to learn directly from the source, what this identity is.
I simply know when that presence is around me, it is not there all the time, but when Geoff comes into my space I know it is him. I feel I can have a conversation and I feel the answers that come.
I have started to write when I feel this presence, a technique called channel writing taught to me by my psychic friends. A simple Q & A system that allows both Geoff and I to communicate. I am a methodical writer spelling words out as I print, thinking about each word as I write but when I write for others the writing flow in a handwriting style and as long as I don't stop to think, it flows so perfectly.
I do wonder some times about what is happening, are these life after death communication really real then I get a message from Rosie that confirms what has happened. I have not told her anything.
I no longer worry about the times I feel no Life After Death communication, but cherish the times I do. There are people dieing all the time and they have no idea what has happened, so those who are there help the others. When that is your job you can't be in two places at once.
I simply know when that presence is around me, it is not there all the time, but when Geoff comes into my space I know it is him. I feel I can have a conversation and I feel the answers that come.
I have started to write when I feel this presence, a technique called channel writing taught to me by my psychic friends. A simple Q & A system that allows both Geoff and I to communicate. I am a methodical writer spelling words out as I print, thinking about each word as I write but when I write for others the writing flow in a handwriting style and as long as I don't stop to think, it flows so perfectly.
I do wonder some times about what is happening, are these life after death communication really real then I get a message from Rosie that confirms what has happened. I have not told her anything.
I no longer worry about the times I feel no Life After Death communication, but cherish the times I do. There are people dieing all the time and they have no idea what has happened, so those who are there help the others. When that is your job you can't be in two places at once.
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Finding answers to life after death communication
I have been trying to find answers to life after death communication, to understand the truth about how I can communicate with Geoff and how to improve those communications so I no longer need to use a psychic to comunicate and comfirm what I feel.
All my life I have had religion thrusted at me, so the logical place to look for answers, I thought would be religious teachings. Most teachings say if you don't do things my way, you will go to hell, but from what I know so far from my communication with Geoff, Gran, Uncle Jackie or any others is that there is no feeling of heaven or hell, just a direct heart felt feeling, sometimes words come to mind or visions. I can not say for certain at this moment because I just don't know.
During the last years of my twenty year marriage (not to Geoff) I had religious people come to my door preaching "you will go to hell if you don't follow our ways" and my answer to them was "I don't have to worry about going to hell, I'm living hell now!" At the time I didn't know my husband had a girlfriend on the site. My eight years with Geoff were like Heaven in comparison.
I found a copy of the bible to download and a copy of the quran to get more answers as I believe there are many prophits/messengers in this world and each has told their story to meet the needs of the people of the time they were written. As American Indian teachings and Australian Aboriginal Teaching are just as valid. Each has a simular message but told to a different audience.
This gives me somewhere to start my search and hopefully I will find the answers to life after death communication. I will find the truth.
All my life I have had religion thrusted at me, so the logical place to look for answers, I thought would be religious teachings. Most teachings say if you don't do things my way, you will go to hell, but from what I know so far from my communication with Geoff, Gran, Uncle Jackie or any others is that there is no feeling of heaven or hell, just a direct heart felt feeling, sometimes words come to mind or visions. I can not say for certain at this moment because I just don't know.
During the last years of my twenty year marriage (not to Geoff) I had religious people come to my door preaching "you will go to hell if you don't follow our ways" and my answer to them was "I don't have to worry about going to hell, I'm living hell now!" At the time I didn't know my husband had a girlfriend on the site. My eight years with Geoff were like Heaven in comparison.
I found a copy of the bible to download and a copy of the quran to get more answers as I believe there are many prophits/messengers in this world and each has told their story to meet the needs of the people of the time they were written. As American Indian teachings and Australian Aboriginal Teaching are just as valid. Each has a simular message but told to a different audience.
This gives me somewhere to start my search and hopefully I will find the answers to life after death communication. I will find the truth.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Gate Keeper was mentioned in life after death communication
On my first visit with Rosie, a psychic, Gate Keeper was mentioned in a life after death communication with a friend who had died in 2006 in a bike accident. Panda was a gate keeper for children. He had a witty charactor, allways telling jokes. It was explained that he had to explain to the children that they had died and he had to explain what they had to do and that they can't go back. A lot of children die in accidents like Panda had done and they find it hard to except thay have died.
On my second visit with Rosie Geoff also mentioned that he was now a gate keeper for the elderly. He had met all his family and friends and now had a job, and this job was as a Gate Keeper
This was a new term for me, I did not understand untill it was explained, so I did a search for the term. The term Gate Keeper is mentioned in Islam related sites, in old Egyption related sites, but it was not simply put the gateway between physical life and death to the non physical life for want of a better discription.
People think it is the gate way to heaven, but all the life after death communication I have had goes not mention heaven or hell.
On my second visit with Rosie Geoff also mentioned that he was now a gate keeper for the elderly. He had met all his family and friends and now had a job, and this job was as a Gate Keeper
This was a new term for me, I did not understand untill it was explained, so I did a search for the term. The term Gate Keeper is mentioned in Islam related sites, in old Egyption related sites, but it was not simply put the gateway between physical life and death to the non physical life for want of a better discription.
People think it is the gate way to heaven, but all the life after death communication I have had goes not mention heaven or hell.
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Life after death communication can be a strong heart felt feeling
There were times after Geoff died I would burst into uncontrollable tears. On one occasion I was sitting in one of the armchairs in the kitchen when I got a message to get out of my chair, and I instantly changed chairs. Life after death communication can be a strong heart felt feeling which I knew was Geoff. I put the foot rest up and I talked to him, not knowing if he heard, but I felt so much better knowing he was there. Soon after I settled down, the presence had gone from the room.
I had almost forgot about the event by the next time I seen Rosie. This was the second time I had been to this psychic. When Geoff spoke, he mentioned being in the kitchen that night and hovering above my bed especially on the nights I cried myself to sleep.
I dont get these strong presence feelings all the time, but when I do there is no question it is a life after death communication. It is such a strong change you feel around you.
I had almost forgot about the event by the next time I seen Rosie. This was the second time I had been to this psychic. When Geoff spoke, he mentioned being in the kitchen that night and hovering above my bed especially on the nights I cried myself to sleep.
I dont get these strong presence feelings all the time, but when I do there is no question it is a life after death communication. It is such a strong change you feel around you.
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Saturday, August 25, 2007
Life after death communication said take your camera
There were times after Geoff died that I had trouble containing my grief and on one occasion when I was disturbed about events from the scattering of the ashes one life after death communication from Geoff said take your camera. I told my son what was said to me as we both needed to go back down to that spot. Geoff's ashes were released off the boat ramp at Trial Bay, a beatiful spot along the shore where he used to fish many years ago with his Dad and brother Tim. It happened to be the same area where Tim's ashes had been released years before.
We headed down to Trial Bay and of course I forgot the camera. I said to my son I should have taken the camera, but I don't know why. When we got there, laying in the same place the ashes were released was a large black and grey stripey fish with side fins floating in the shallows. I had never seen a fish like it, and it just sat there waiting to be photographed. We fetched a forked stick and gentally raised the fish to the surface. It hit the surface of the water, then lasily swam off into the ripply water out of reach. My son managed to get a picture on his phone, but if I had only taken the new camera as I was told, I would have had a great photo.
This life after death communication said take your camera, which I forgot, made me go back to a spot that was causing me a lot of grief, but after that fish I have no longer had that grief. The significence of the fish is that Geoff was a top fish filliter and he knew every fish that we have in Tasmania.
We headed down to Trial Bay and of course I forgot the camera. I said to my son I should have taken the camera, but I don't know why. When we got there, laying in the same place the ashes were released was a large black and grey stripey fish with side fins floating in the shallows. I had never seen a fish like it, and it just sat there waiting to be photographed. We fetched a forked stick and gentally raised the fish to the surface. It hit the surface of the water, then lasily swam off into the ripply water out of reach. My son managed to get a picture on his phone, but if I had only taken the new camera as I was told, I would have had a great photo.
This life after death communication said take your camera, which I forgot, made me go back to a spot that was causing me a lot of grief, but after that fish I have no longer had that grief. The significence of the fish is that Geoff was a top fish filliter and he knew every fish that we have in Tasmania.
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